How was your First Time?

I need to hear some first time stories, because mine was terrible and I never want to repeat it...But part of me hopes it was a fluke..You see, I had with my long-time friend and recent boyfriend. He wanted to, I didn't. It was awful and I just lay there trying not to grimace thinking 'hurry up and finish and get off!' Which he did, but for his own reasons-it wasn't enough apparently so he wanked himself off. I'm a bit pissed that I gave it up for nothing. Am I aual or is this bad experience just a one-time deal?